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Colorblind

by Emily Sloan

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When you hear me calling at your window Can't you hear me crying? When you hear me calling out your name Can't you hear me crying? Oh, but when you walk besides me I hear you crying too. Can't you hear me crying? Listen: Darling, I can show you. Take my hand. Hold me tighter...
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I think I'm nothing Who do you want from me? - 'Cause I miss what I thought this was And now we've lost the time of peace. I know we can build it back But you know how hard it can be. Watch out: I don't know myself But I know what you want from me. Darling, since I met you, You know, since the first day, You knew better than a broken heart No matter what you had to say. I need you, honey, like you need me. Oh, but lately I'm just not myself And when I am it's plain to see: I'm nothing. Who do you want me to be, now?
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(Instrumental)
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When I look to you You look back at me: Who do you see? When you hold me you say: "You don't have to worry." Well, my love, That's as may be. But I can't close my worried mind. And I can't do nothing but pass the time. The minutes counting down, Down, down... When they go I hear no sound. Darling, I've been running so long, My feet might fail beneath me. Still you say: "You can walk with me." The time to go is coming near. Won't you tell me what might I find At the summit of your fears. It's coming closer day by day... Oh, won't you tell me what to say? Take me to the garden, tell me: "Who do you see? "The man who stands before you "Or who you think he can be?" Can we go on this way When you tell me what to say? Tell me what to say... Twenty years of living Really isn't so much time. But a thousand years go past me When you cross my mind. Listen to me love: Leave me be. You will know I set you free.
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Emily 05:35
Nothing in this world is sacred. But nothing can turn my eyes away from you. Hold me close and I will kiss you softly. Before the time to go is here I need Another chance to love you madly. Emily... How fair, How good it is to know you love me. The gaze you cast into me can reach For miles behind my tears. How sad, How pitiful it is to feel you leave me. Oh, but look me in the eyes and tell me If it's only that this love is well beyond our years. Well I think you know the answer, too! Plenty of fish in the sea. Nothing is good if it can no longer be. I must have been a fool To chase the one who was bound to leave. Depression, bind my heart again And I'll no longer dream! Of Emily... I lay alone in bed My mind just rolling. The memories I hold of you Are gonna chase me down to my grave. My dreams of loving you no more Are gone and broken. But if I must go on without you Is the world worth a fight to save? What's done is done, But I will always love you. Emily.
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Half moon rises at the break of noon To challenge the day, herald the dusk. Clouds of thunder blanket the nighttime sky, Blanket the stars in a heavenly grey. Well, all I have to say is: Four years gone with nothing to show. What good has it done? I have no place left to go. Won't you tell me: What is left for me? Oh, when I have nothing left to live for I put my head to the curtain and Listen to the wind blow.
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(Instrumental)
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Overture 08:36
Movement One: "Love Can Set You" Champagne, cocaine, It a'int nothing like your love! You know I flew so very high When you looked down from above. Now you got me Sleeping in the morning, Dreaming all the afternoon. 'Cause when I got you in my dreams There a'int no more missing you. They tell you "Life is easy "When your eyes don't see "What this world can be." I'm so sorry if you read me wrong. You know by now You can show me how Only love can set you free. Love can set you free... Movement Two: "In the End" Won't you tell me, baby? You keep me wondering why Our love can't touch the sky Together. When you call my name I feel you hold my chain It all feels like pain In the end. Watch out: There will come a time When some may see it as drowning, But it sets you free. When you fight the river The waves start crashing. If ahead you lies a wake You have yet to reach the end. When you too will know that Love is one with all in the end. In the end... Movement three: "Adoration of the Land of Plenty" The land of the free, The home of the blue, Praise be! Glory to the auto, Glory to the industry. Have you found the peace you're after Now the war a'int on TV? Is this heaven on earth When it's only what you see? Where do you run to If the river's running black? Upon these streams of asphalt There a'int no turning back. Tell me: Where do you go If the flames should chase you down? If they reach my doorstep, Ashes make no sound. Movement Four: "Love Can Set You Free" Bodies burning. Napalm falling oh so free. Well, as I stare into the valley I ask myself, "Is this the way it has to be?" Could the love we need so badly Be waiting all around our hearts? Close your eyes and drop the curtains: What you feel is just the start.
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(Instrumental)

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I have many to thank for the creation of this album. Unfortunately, naming all involved in my personal inspiration is too big a task to do here. To those of you, my friends and relatives, who have not been named, I promise you that your contribution, however small or large, has meant the world to me equally.

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released June 28, 2019

Cover Art by passerinestudios.com

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Emily Sloan Evanston, Illinois

Post-industrialism can be such a drag.

Multi-Instrumentalist, songwriter, and producer from Ann Arbor, Michigan.

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